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view from sg flyer. n hey, that's the F1 course in sep'08.




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2star coursemates n sg flyer


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Name : Bee Siang
Age : 18 every yr, everyday
Martial Status : Single
DOB : 5th December
School : UoL
CCA : NPCC CI, NP TKD
Loves : My family, my friends, slacking, both indoor
and outdoor activities


Wishlist
1. everybody to be healthy and happy
2. stop globalwarming!
3. own a car
4. a new wallet
5. travel to european countries
6. bring my family out for overseas trip
7. get a degree


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My colourful life journey...


Since 241206












act cool..


Our cert, our dog bone.


dun b mistaken, my bro haven't graduate yet.


D chord..


wo xi huan zhuo lao shi


IVP 06/07


We use our thigh to support ok..


NP open hse'07 Demo Team


Spot anything?


CI reunion dinner'07


X'mas 06 dinner

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Comm Rock climbers!

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Rock climbers!


ME!


Toy Soldier!

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Wong sir bd


Wlds TKD? NPTKD? NTU TKD? K Squad?


Class @ Seng Kang


NPTKD@simlaw event


Some tkd peeps @ nike


IVP 05/06 Day 2 some of the medalist


IVP 05/06 Day 2 with ms leong n wong sir


IVP 05/06 Day 1 with wong sir


Sa-jang and Koryo pattern team!


hoho.. cny'06! some of e tkd peeps @ cuiling hse waiting to lao yu sheng!!

NPTKD Group Photo


TKD @ Work. - SGB


Cadet Inspector Basic Training Course J04 Charlie squad!!


Taken with my mum =) She's the greatest mum ever!Guard of Honour in ZSS 2003 =) Npcc Roxxx..!! It really made a difference in my life..


Zss CIs =D


Youth Expetition Project Nov'2004 - Cambodia
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The rice field in Cambodia~ isn't it beautiful?? We went there for rice reaping.. =D


I discovered it at our worksite.. i call it.. "The ray of hope" haha..


Playing with da kids! balloon scrupturing.. =D


At angkor Wat.


H.E.A.L.I.N.G 04



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Friday, May 08, 2009
I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!

WHY MY EXAM TIMING ALWAYS SO SUCKY ONE?!?!?!? T_T

y can't it be in e morning, afternoon or evening since my papers avgly need 3 hrs. of all e timing.. choose it at night!!! it is a misery to wait until that time. u cannot relax in e day n after e paper u too cannot relax cuz all e shops r mostly closed! wah piang eh.... dun like tt leh..........

n WHY GOT PAPER 3HR40MINS ONE?!?!?! T_T

need to do untill 10.40pm somemore.. whereby my zhou gong normally come knocking on my door from 9pm lor. but even so.. until 2240 leh!! it's almost 11pm!! i think i will KO lor.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

SUCKS LA.. BIG SIGH

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Wednesday, May 06, 2009
a time for myself


took this pic when i cycled home. actually there's a moon in the pic. it's there but hard to find. =P

had a short cycling 'trip' ard the neighbourhood by myself yesterday. but i gotta rush off to somewhere else so only cycled for ard 1hr+.

the first route i thought of is to cycle to choa chu kang, back to bukit panjang, up to fajar shopping center (heard frm my mum there's a newly open bicycle shop) and then back to my hse. it was pretty smooth sticking to my plan until i saw a park connector on my left near teck whye. having e always-like-to-try-new-things genes in me, i decided to take that path where i wishfully thought it will connect to the bukit panjang park. n holy shit, i was wrong and i'm lost! haa..

the end of that park connector leads to be regent sec. ard me were all flats and unfamiliar roads, im disoriented. i turn, ride and choose the route to go on my liking. In the end i ended up at yew tee, limbang. after which is police K9 unit and home team academy. i immediately choose the opposite direction to travel when i saw home team - afraid that i might end up at old choa chu kang road (=S). haha.. continue to find my way for a while and finally i saw a familiar condo near choa chu kang stadium. yay, im back at lot 1 there again. haa.. due to time constrain i had to forgo visiting the bic shop @ fajar (thought i can pump my tyres there) and ride straight back home.

wat an exciting trip. haha..

ps: given a choice i wldn't wan to get lost on my own. no, it's nt because im afraid but somehw there's a tweeny low sense of security at times.. well, it still feels good to hav a time for myself - to go where i wan to go, adjusting e speed whenever i like and etc.

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Monday, April 20, 2009
偷得浮中半日闲

out of my busiest schedule, i managed to squeeze out some time to join the cycling trip @ Ubin with my colleagues. it has been long. tho my test is on the day after next, i knew i had to go.

 Ubin on a good friday is packed with people. long queues at e jetty, groups of tourist, hikers, mountain bikers, families and a bunch of good friends choose to return to e nature as their choice to spend their public holiday. so m i. =) enjoy e sun, sea, wind and the company!

  

not forgetting e classic.. village head's house!

 

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
damn cute

shiok.

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Thursday, April 09, 2009
please vote!!!

our law assignment require us to create advertisement on our own.

just for e pic, i can't decide which to choose. pls vote!!


or

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Thursday, April 02, 2009
kio wa koon sin (call me sleeping god)

hahaha.. i might not be e most ultimate one.. but i'm definately one

is not because i kept sleeping but is because i can sleep damn long. i also dunno why.

basically i need to sleep at least 10hrs EVERYDAY in order not to feel tired. ya, and that's why i always look sleepy n sloppy, because i cannot get that much of sleep with my commitments on hand! T_T

but once i got e chance.. hiak hiak hiak..... 

had fallen sick last week and gotten a 2 day MC for thu n fri. dunno whats e reason, i vomitted and was running a fever on wed nite. ho seh liao i tell u.. after i gotten my mc, ate my med, n off i go zzzz-ing frm 11am to the next day, 7am! lol.. well, i did woke up at 6pm & 11pm to reply smses/take med/toilet - i din get out of e bed for more than 5 mins. the reason why i woke up at that hour is becuz i'm still thinking of going to work, but i realise my body has no strength n is feeling giddy. perhaps i slp for too long alrdy, nv eat e whole day. so, out of bo bian act, i got out of my bed. lol.. but is shiok de lor.. sleep full full n long weekend.. haa

oh, did i mention i slept until 4+pm when i came back from taiwan? hahaha.. i reached hm at maybe 1plus that nite. after packing n bathing, went to bed at 3am and slept all way till 4+pm e next day. shiok.

ps: i think if there is any war (choy!!) i sure GG first.. 

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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
28 march

dun comment anything when u knw nthing.

thank you. =)

ps: im not referring those in my tag box de.. dun get me wrong hor

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Egg Mouse

Specifications

  • Corresponding type: Windows Vista / XP(SP2) / 2000 (SP4)
  • Interface: USB
  • Resolution: 1000 counts
  • External size: W65.0 x D86.5 x H46.0 mm
  • Cable length: 1.5m
  • Weight: 80g

CUTE RIGHT?!

eeeekkk.. i wan to get this but it's an optical mouse. =( i dun think 1000 counts = 1000dpi? if it's something like a lower end of a laser mouse then i'll get this one.

i'm currently using Logitec optical mouse for notebook, the precision isn't that gd?

i need advice!!

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Friday, March 20, 2009
a walking zombie

i'm back!! ..back to hectic life again. sigh.. be4 i post e taiwan photos.. i guess i need to zap back to reality fast..

had been attending my first 2nd semester module (management accounting) lectures frm monday n today's e last day (YES!!!) for this module. (a 4hr lecture straight after wk for consecutive 5 days made me becum a walking zombie. zzzz.. damn tiring..)

tho i don't usually pay attention to lessons since i started schooling at k1, but i have nt been in a class that i have TOTALLY no concentration at all, it's like my soul is not in my body.

I TOTALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND A SINGLE SHIT.

the main contribution factor for nt listening in class is the jialat aussie slang and e long windedness of e lecturer. e way he talk sounds to me as niam geng. he can spend 15mins juz to explain 1 objective. supposedly we hav a total of 11 chpts to complete within 5 days but by yesterday he only covered half. -_-||

hence i shut my ears and started sketching, drawing, talking, daydreaming or any other bo liao acts that can entertain myself.

 

  

creative hor.. haha actually still gt more.. stay tuned!

my upcoming schedule for apr is shit. june worst.. double shit.. anyway let's bother abt e short-term one first..

seemingly only half of e month is filled by classes, test and assignment deadlines.. but on e hindsight, still hav to fork out time apart frm work to study n do e assignments..

my wkends r burnt.. T_T  

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Wednesday, March 04, 2009
sagg

emo side of sagg.. lol.. but kinda true for me.. in fact is 80% true leh..

射手座
 
射手女生可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么,但是她一直都很清楚,她不想要的是什么。

她总喜欢做幕后的看客,冷冷地,静静地看着一切在她眼里,一切都在她的意料之中,她并不觉得有什么是新奇的,如果她表现得新奇,那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人,永远置身事外。  

不要责怪她冷漠,这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬,随时竖起自己身上的刺,但她的刺不会伤人,她只是用来武装自己。  

她不敢要太多的爱,她怕享受完爱之后,剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时,她不但不会欣喜,反而会惊惧地逃走,她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱,如果你得到她的喜爱,那是因为她已经知道如何面对,如何回报了。 

她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。

她懂得爱人,但她不习惯爱人,她知道爱往往伴随着恨,而恨,是太沉重的伤痛,也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛,也就懒得去恨,于是,为了防范恨与痛的到来,她只好选择不爱,即使爱,也是淡淡的,冷冷的。别怪她,她是真的不知道如何专注。

她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她,她之所以选择虚伪,那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事,她不习惯承诺也不懂得拒绝,她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过,只好令自己难过。

她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力,她将自己想得太坚强,而把别人想得太脆弱。她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道,受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来,她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样,将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。

别以为她很洒脱,很多时候,她其实是放不下的-——她比任何人都要敏感,都要细腻,但她不会让你知道,她明白,即使你知道了,也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风,她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。

她不是不想平静,她只是找不到平静的理由,她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色,她只有不停地寻求,寻求自己最终的目的。  

如果她找到了,她会毫不犹豫地停下来,从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾,她永远也不会满足,她的追求永不停止。她的心再累,无法逼迫自己放弃梦想,梦想是她唯一的支撑点。 

千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅,她非常渴求完美,虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美,但,她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望,她会不可挽回地离开,即使她的心在滴血,即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命,她也绝不回头。  

那个时候,你在她脸上所看到的,是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边,她的心也早就离你十万八千里,你看不到她的恨,但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。

她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊,也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变,她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时,千万不要迷惑,不管她看起来是多么的疯狂,她内心其实是冷静的,她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤,她只是习惯-——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。

因为她觉得这是义务,也是权利,她是制造气氛的能手,她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来,但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁.

她并不如你们看到的那么快乐,同样,也不如你们看到的那么忧伤,只是,她忧郁时,喜欢带上快乐的面具,而当她快乐时,忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。 

在她的世界里,盛着的不是快乐的源泉,而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水你看到的她,笑起来像一个孩子,你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是,你若有心,你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤,还有她的眼底,竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候,才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助,她的彷徨,她的沧桑。

她心里的,是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强,只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。

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